late night thoughts


you know what I love?-those random fits of motivation that you get in the middle of the night. Motivation is funny, it's like a caffeine pill almost; you could be behaving normally, but then you decide that the next thing you work on will be the most pertinent thing in your life haha then look at you-more productive than ever...at least for the next several hours.

An interesting thing to think about I think is WHAT motivates a person; whether it be money or helping other people something keeps us up at late hours of the night. In my case I KNOW what is keeping me up, and I love it.

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