It's been one of those days


Sometimes you just get one of those days where you wonder" how can this get possibly worse" and then you continue to find answers to the question you asked. Today was one of those days. I've had this strange sensation fall over me the past couple of days, a sensation that has been following me with a conviction I have never seen before and it has left me quite tired. I'm tired of having to wait for things to get better-not that I wouldn't go out there and make them better if I could myself; in some situations all you can do is sit back and let the punches roll up and down your face. But is it not ok for me to say that after I've been punched for 10 mins straight I can't be tired?

A ring, enclosed in large vinyl ropes
Bob to the left-shake to the right
quick short breaths
quick short breaths
A jab at his side, a throw at his side, a cut to the chin
It's over right?
A simple mistake
waking up to the floor
it's over...right?


sometimes I wish it were

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