To be Salt and Light in the world!


Bible Study earlier this evening was amazing! The passage we read was Matthew 5: 13-16 and it was just a reinforcement of how much God loves me, so much that he has given me value-worth, that is separate from what the world measures.

I am a Salt of the earth, a preserver of his love! Something to make things "that" much better, the flavor that we all need.

I am a light in this world! His love shining through me, radiating down to my soul! I am a beacon that can draw others closer to his love.

I have purpose and it took me so long to remember that I did.


Although midterms are creeping up on me this week I felt the need to proclaim this joy that I am finding in my heart right now. Does it make me sound sad if I say how I forgot what it felt like to be loved?? ha ha, but its immense right now- almost overwhelming...and I love it

In other news, I am still testing the waters with her. I told her how I really wanted to take things slow because I wasn't sure that this was from God and not of my own accord. Its hard to decipher though what move to make next, but I will definitely write about what happens when the next chess piece has been played.

I am redeemed

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