Could it be...

Could it be possible that I may have found someone, a girl that I genuinely like? I'm not entirely sure yet but as for now I think that its ever a possibility. Relationships are a tricky thing- so tricky you would think they were for kids but actually no. In the back of my head though I can't help but think that it could always be a fluke--a relationship for the sake of relationship. So many times have I found myself in that position, but this time it seems like things could be different...because she is.

Could it be a reality that I have decided to truly take a year off before applying to medical school? I almost find it preposterous but at the same time I know that its asked of me. God has so many plans for me and I wish I knew in which direction they were going. Its going to take a lot of effort to change my mentality of giving him the glory for the work that I feel like I do. What is it about self satisfaction hmm? Where does it say within the word itself that it can't be shared among others?

Whose to say that satisfaction can't exude from oneself? It almost seems ironic thinking about the word now. If I was truly satisfied, then what would it matter if I shared the glory with someone else or even just gave it to them.

Could it be happening that my apt may break up next school year and I might be an RA? How crazy is that! I feel like the people on the hill deserve an experience that defines who they are through gaining opportunities to generate friendships, experiences, and love like I have gained. If I could bring those things that have made such an impact on my life to someone else's how could I ever say no.