Lazy Saturday


So I think it was already established that without activity I might as well be dead. I don't do well when I have nothing to do. I had a great plan to spend the day today, and all of my ideas were free. Too bad plans fell through though. I wanted to do only things that were free because I am soo short on money right now. I'm so much on a budget right now that I had to resort to asking my parents to help me financially, and if you know me then you should understand what a big deal that is for me considering my parents barely make enough to support themselves. I can't even remember the last time I asked them for money. I start working on Monday so I am looking forward to making some dough. I just pray that I can have enough to get through the beginning of september- once Financial aid rolls in, I'll be golden.


besides that troubling aspect, I really just want to go home! I miss some friends, mexican food...perhaps I am just homesick because I am not actively doing anything right now. All in all I just hope that this week goes well and that I can actually get some good hours of work in.

On a lighter note, I had a KFC Double Down haha it was...something else but still pretty good. all it needed was a bunch of hot sauce

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