Breakthrough

So its the start of the new school year and I am honestly really excited to be back. Being a move in assistant was...an experience but I was entirely glad to see all my UCLA friends again. I say UCLA friends because I recognize that there is a difference-not that I think that one group of friends is better than another that is not what I am trying to say at all. What is the word I am looking for?
Motivation. That's the word. There is just this satisfaction in surrounding yourself with people that want to do something, something with their lives-with other's lives, and with the world. I mean I love my friends at home I really do-and in fact I'm not even thinking about some of them fitting into this category as I write this, but then there is that group of friends who just don't seem to want to go anywhere. People can say "well that's not fair Jordan, some people don't think school is their calling" true but I am not just referencing academics. There are talents that so many of my friends have but without motivation what are those talents good for, they whither away and become no more than vestigial parts of who they are. Motivation. Maybe it's because I know some people, including myself that have lived without running out of it practically all our lives. That leaves one to question though-what do you have to have in your life that motivates you or rather is it anything at all in life or a part of yourself instead.

I kinda wish that there was a protein (there very well could be) that could be isolated and brought motivation to people who were deficient in it. Like I personally would feel a hindered if I wasn't able to think about where I want to go in life or what I wanted to do with it.

In any case. School has started and I am more motivated than ever to do well, and I think that I can.

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